It had lain in a junk shop’s window covered with dust and
dead flies. The owner had received it in a job lot and finding no use for it
had stuck it on show. Gradually as time passed and as the patina of crud
increased, it sank insignificantly down through the layers of detritus like
some ancient artefact.
Jeb Ganmon had been looking for inspiration. He was an
artist in training at the local college and was looking for something that he
could paint. Something that he could use in a tableau, which would provide the
sort of artistic balance necessary for symmetry.
The local junk shop with its faded pictures, mementos from
holidays past and old vinyl records. A virtual graveyard of items, probably
better off sitting in a refuse bin.
“Hey Pop!” Jeb shouted, as the bell above the door gave out
its off key clang. “It’s
me, Jeb.”
An old man with stained purple slippers shuffled in from the
back room. Jeb could see an open newspaper and a half drunk cup of tea, through
the open curtain that covered the doorway.
“Oh, hi Jeb,” said Pop, as he was called by everyone in the
neighbourhood. “What can I fix you up with today? A genuine Ming vase? It has a
little crack in the base, but I’m sure it is valuable.”
“Nah, I’m looking for something to give my picture a real
focal point. Something outstanding.” Jeb picked up a few objects and putting
them down again.
“Well, my boy, I’m at last closing this scrap heap up and
moving down to Clacton. My daughter lives
there and wants to look after me. Imagine a ninety two year old needing to be
looked after,” the old man laughed quietly to himself. “So… help yourself to
anything you want because tomorrow, the rest goes to landfill!”
Jeb spent the next hour sorting through all the accumulated
dross that had arrived at one time or other at Pop’s shop. Ninety nine percent
of it was rubbish but he found a few items that took his fancy and he piled
them on the shop counter.
“Right, Pop, how much for this stuff?” Jeb asked. “Do I get
discount for cash?”
“A brass tray, a set of bronze candlesticks, a vase and a small
stone cylinder with broken end. Is the stone to be a paperweight or something?”
the proprietor asked looking at the object carefully. “I can’t remember having
this item.”
“Watch out for the broken end it’s quite sharp!” Jeb said.
After a crisp five pound note had changed hands, Jeb made
his way back to his studio. It actually was his bedroom but he had a North facing
window and the light was perfect for his artistic needs. An easel was set up in
centre of the room with a blank canvas. But tonight he required the dark for
his painting.
Jeb placed his acquisitions down on a small table that he
used to set up the objects he intended to paint. On the way home he had bought
a bunch of flowers and four candles. He filled the vase with water and placed
the flowers in it and he set the candles in the candlesticks and lit them.
Gradually his table top scene took shape. The flowers in the
vase sitting on the brass tray with the light from the candles reflecting off
the glass and the tray. The stone paperweight or whatever it was, lay at a
slight angle on the tray casting a hard shadow.
Jeb worked through the night, often removing certain aspects
and adding others. It was harder than he thought. The objects just did not want
to interact and the more Jeb tried, the harder the task became.
Eventually he stormed out of his flat down to a small
washing green at the back of the house. Angrily he lit a cigarette and puffed
furiously at it. Why wasn’t it working? They were inanimate objects. Why could
he not paint them?
After he cooled down, Jeb made his way back up to his
bedroom. The eastern sky was beginning to lighten, it was nearly dawn. Where
had the night gone to? Jeb asked himself.
When he returned to his bedroom he found the flowers strewn
over the floor and the vase broken, lying on the floor in bits. Nothing else
had moved from the display and Jeb assumed that the vase had tipped when he had
rushed out of the room.
The small stone cylinder lay as it had been placed originally
but Jeb was suddenly intrigued at where it had come from. The broken top looked
as if it was supposed to have been sheared off creating a sharp edge.
Jeb leant down and began to pick up the bits of broken glass
before he accidentally stood on them. As he straightened up a bit of glass
touched his finger and cut him.
The blood began to drip from his hand and a drop
inadvertently splashed on the stone cylinder. Had Jeb seen it strike the paper
weight he would have been amazed as the blood was quickly absorbed into the
stone leaving no trace of a stain.
After bandaging his finger, Jeb got into his bed, eager to
get at least some hours of sleep before he had to get up again. He dropped off
right away and was instantly precipitated into a dream.
In the dream everything was in black and white, he was
painting the table top display that he had set up but without the vase and
flowers. The small stone cylinder looked wet and the light from the candles
glistened off it. The tray had a pool of something on it and it looked as if
the liquid had run off the cylinder. Jeb was painting the various articles onto
his canvas and even though the painting was going well, Jeb felt the same
frustration building in him that he had felt the evening before. Why couldn’t he
paint this picture right? he thought.
Then he had an inspiration and looking at the bandage on his
cut finger he began to unwrap it exposing the wound. A scab had begun to form
on the injury but Jeb dug hid nails into the wound starting it bleeding again. Quickly
he dipped his paintbrush into the blood and began to paint the black and white
image of the cylinder. Suddenly he was painting in colour. The stone cylinder
became the focal point of the painting as it was the only item in colour and
its colour was blood red!
Jeb woke up with a start. What a nightmare, he thought. What
was that all about?
After a cup of coffee the elements of the bad dream began to
fade and Jeb took a new canvas out of his cupboard. Right, he thought, now I
will paint this picture right.
He felt refreshed and eager to go, but decided to leave the
flowers out of the picture this time.
Jeb painted and painted and the collection of articles began
to appear on his new canvas. It looked as if he had carried it off when once
again, the feeling of inadequacy swept over him. The picture was useless. It
was a mediocre attempt, an amateurish daub. He was a failure.
Then he remembered his dream. About removing the bandage on
his finger. Of opening the wound and using the fresh blood to paint part of his
picture. But, which part? Could it have been the insignificant roll of rock?
Once the bandage was off his finger, it was easy to scratch
the fresh scab off and allow the blood to run down his hand. He tentatively
dipped his paintbrush into the blood and then touched the tip of the canvas.
Instantly he felt a feeling of warmth rushing through him. He was a great
painter! His picture was a success!
Later that day his girlfriend Jane came to see him. Jeb made
them coffee and they sat on his bed and talked she asked him how his painting
was proceeding.
Jeb got up from the bed and walked across to where his
latest painting sat on an easel. It was draped with a piece of cloth.
“Ta Ra Ra!” Jeb shouted and whipped off the cloth revealing
the masterpiece.
Jane got up off the bed slowly. Her face wore a mask of
incredulity.
“Yeuk!” she shrieked as she recognised what the red liquid
running down the canvas was. “That’s blood!”
“It was the only way I could guarantee reality,” Jeb blurted
out. “The paints just did not give the right …feeling.”
“You’re sick!” shouted Jane backing towards the door. “You
need to see a shrink!”
“Don’t say that!” shouted Jeb rushing over towards her. “You
have no idea of what I am going through to finish this painting!” And picking
up a dirty plate that lay on the table, he smashed it over her head.
That night Jeb hung his creation on the wall of his room,
but the off white colour of the wallpaper made it look awful. He took it back
down and laid it on the table. Looking back at the wall he realised that the
wall had to be repainted to allow his painting to be shown at its best, but
what colour to paint it…?
The sun rose the next morning and filled the off white
coloured room with its rosy colours. Jeb lay on his bed and gazed in admiration
at the chromatic changes that were occurring. The reds, oranges, yellows and
crimsons, they blended, bled and mixed in a symphony of colour. But why, why
could he not capture the effect on canvas? he thought.
Jeb felt his senses exploding with the effect and he began
to dream. It was a progressive dream where, bit by bit, he came aware of where
he was and what he was meant to do.
The desert sand reminded him of an all enveloping ocean
where waves rose and fell. The mighty pyramid that rose high above the sand
glowed in the hot sun and threw a harsh black shadow on the desert. Jeb could
hear chanting and as he moved round the massive monolith he saw that people
were lined up on a large bridge that led into the dark interior of the pyramid.
They were raising and lowering their arms as they chanted a sort of hymn.
As he neared the edge of the bridge he realised that the
people were chanting to him. They were welcoming his arrival. He was expected…
Moving slowly between the lines of worshippers Jeb soon
found that he had arrived at a large block of hewn stone. It had a cleft
leading to a bowl cut into it and the surface was smeared with dark reddish
brown stains.
A robed figure approached Jeb and handed him a large
ceremonial axe. It was highly ornate and the blade looked sharp.
“The sacrifices await Lord,” the robed man said before
bowing and moving away.
Jeb looked down the avenue of people and saw a thin phalanx
of human beings, some shackled in chains, moving up towards him. There were
about six of them and they looked terrible. Thin and emaciated, their faces had
a greenish pallor. These people had been imprisoned, starved and ill treated.
As the first prisoner arrived in front of Jeb, a large
trumpet sounded and the worshippers fell on their knees and bowed.
The robed man returned carrying a small stone cylinder and a
bowl. He bowed before Jeb and handed the two items over. “The sacrificial stone
and bowl, Lord. Do you wish me to position the first offering?”
Jeb suddenly broke out of the dream like feeling that he had
been experiencing.
“Why do I have to carry out this duty? Who am I?”
The robed priest turned to Jeb and said, “you are the High
Lord of Death. Without your contribution, the crops would fail, the population
would die and our very existence could be in jeopardy. Spill the blood, water
the plains and all will be well.”
Then he forced the first of the prisoners, a man, to kneel
and place his head in the stone bowl.
“Strike it Lord!” he shouted and Jeb felt a rush of
adrenalin course through his body as he raised the axe and brought it sharply
down on the man’s neck.
The rest of the proceedings was a blur. Each time a prisoner
was decapitated the robed priest rolled the stone cylinder in the unfortunate’s
blood and applied it to Jeb’s body. First it was on the forehead, then his
shoulders, then his legs. By the time that the last prisoner had been
sacrificed Jeb was covered in blood. The crowd were roaring and calling out his
name, commending him for once again guaranteeing that all would be well for
them.
After the ceremony- the celebrations. Massive table covered
with food and drink. Jeb was led to a large throne where he presided over and
took part in the feast. Women danced, musical instruments played and high above
fireworks exploded lighting the night and casting strange colours over the
revellers.
The wine was very strong for it wasn’t long before Jeb began
to feel drowsy. The stress of the day’s events, the sheer mystery of why he was
here and how he was going to get back home all played on his emotions. His
eyelids closed and soon he was sound asleep.
The sound of his front door crashing open brought Jeb
sharply back awake. The cries of “police! Get down on the ground!” echoed
around the flat and as Jeb opened his eyes he couldn’t get over the fact that
every where he looked the scene was red, blood red.
Suddenly he was
manhandled onto the floor and a burly policeman wrenched his arms behind his
back and handcuffed him securely.
The ambulance service removed seven women’s bodies,
including Jane’s, from Jeb’s flat after
forensic had been in and photographed and sampled everything. It appeared as if
Jeb had killed them and drained every drop of blood from their bodies to cover
the walls and ceiling with. His artistic masterpiece hung proudly on the
scarlet coloured wall.
A team of cleaners suitably gowned and masked were employed
to clean up the flat.
Not a job for someone with a weak stomach, four old hands
were given the job. They had worked in some of the most ghastly of areas and
thought nothing of it.
“Here, look Fred,” said one of the men to his colleague.
“Here’s something for your display cabinet,” he said as he handed over the
small stone cylinder. “I’ll bet it’s something special!”