Wednesday, 26 October 2011

The Spike (Short Story)

THE SPIKE




It sat, as it had for the last five hundred years, at the end of the salient. A towering sentinel of a building brooding over the estuary it overshadowed. It had commenced its life as a watchtower to warn of approaching Vikings, but during a clandestine raid the tower was set on fire and seen from the shore it had resembled a candle as it burnt, the air rushing up to feed a flame that stood thirty feet in the air. When the fire was extinguished the tower remained, blackened but still standing tall. A collapse of the upper stonework left the impression of a blade projecting from the top.
The nearest village was called Wyrmerton and the locals called it ‘the Spike’ and felt protected living in its shadow. Legends arose regarding the tower and the presence of an entity that would, in the event of a threat, come to the aid of the community.
 Also altering weather conditions caused the Spike to glow in different hues. Green if a storm was approaching, red if a period of good weather would ensue and blue if the weather was to turn wintry. A truly local barometer.

The land around Wyrmerton belonged to the estate of Lord Rayan Blenkinsop. He was a likeable rogue who regularly rode around his estate in a drunken stupor. Lord, did he love the contents of his wine cellar! No child he rode passed went away without one of the coins from his pocket and no villager he rode passed went away without a cheery greeting. He kept the estate rents low, often supplementing the repair bills with his own money. At Christmas he would often deliver food parcels to the poorer of his tenants. A truly Christian gentleman.

Sadly, on one drunken sojourn Lord Rayan fell off his horse and broke his neck. He had no other kin but a nephew on his dead wife’s side, who lived in Northumbria. Lord Rayan had never met the gentleman but by law the estate, money and all of his uncle’s goods and chattels fell to him.
The gentleman, if a wretch like Percival Greeley could be called a gentleman was a thoroughly reprehensible person. He was an inveterate gambler whose luck was never with him. The outcome of this shortcoming forced Percival to become a thief who regularly broke into his neighbour’s houses to steal money or goods to sell on.

When Percival received the news of his inheritance he thought that all his Christmases had come at once. He immediately contacted a few of his lay about ‘friends’ and shared the news with them.
 The upshot was that one week later, Percival and ‘friends’ travelled by coach up to Wyrmerton to inspect it and the lands that surrounded the village.
The weather was good with plenty of sunshine and a light breeze that gently swayed the tree branches.

The coach stopped in the village square and Percival stepped out.
“Hell’s teeth!” he swore. “What is that horrible smell?”

Earlier that day Dalziel Thomas, a farmer, had been spreading manure on all his fields which lay around the village. Unfortunately Percival Greeley’s first impression of his acquisition was tainted by the ripe smell of cattle dung.

Jay Ripley, the village elder, approached Percival to welcome him to Wyrmerton. The old man had seen great changes in the world over his seventy years on earth, but he hoped that Percival was as good a master as Lord Rayan had been. But his hopes were dashed when the young man turned and seeing him, said:
“Are you emptying a septic tank you old fool?  Don’t you know that I am the new owner of this stinking hole?”

Jay bowed and speaking respectively said:
“I am sorry my lord, had we known you were coming we would have made sure that everything was right for you.”

Lord Percival and his ten henchmen toured the area and upon returning to the village demanded to see Jay. The elderly man, when told of the summons, hurried down the road from his house and was quite out of breath when he arrived at the square where Percival and his men waited.
“I am sorry my lord,” puffed Jay. “I did not want you waiting. What can I do for you?”
Percival stood tapping his foot with his walking stick.
“I shouldn’t have to wait for the likes of you!” he snorted and swinging his stick he hit the old man in the face. Jay fell to the ground temporarily stunned.
“Get up you old fool!” shouted Percival poking the fallen man until he got up.
Once he had Jay’s attention, Percival pointed at the Spike.
“Can you tell me what that monstrosity is?” he asked. “It looks unsightly and in danger of collapsing.”
“The Spike is an old watchtower sir,” answered Jay. We regard it as a talisman of sorts.
“The Spike?” laughed Percival. “What a stupid name for an unsightly pile of rubble.”
Jay said nothing; it seemed that any answer might anger the lord and earn him another stroke from the walking stick.
“Here’s what I intend to do,” Percival said. “I intend to build a new house for myself on the large grass area on the edge of the village.”
“But sir, that is where we winter the sheep when the snows come!” pleaded Jay.
“Stop whining man!” shouted Percival. “You’ll just have to find somewhere else. Any how what I was about to say when you interrupted was, I intend to demolish your Spike and use the stones to build my new house!”
Jay stood speechless for a few seconds then he spluttered:
“You can’t my lord. It is of special importance to the village……..!”
SWWISHH! Percival’s walking stick smacked into the side of his face leaving a bleeding furrow.
“Don’t tell me what I can or can’t do!” screamed the young man. “Now you will provide men to complete the demolition and to labour at building my house!”

The entire village turned out to see their mighty Spike tumble to the ground with a crash, a cloud of dust and an earth tremor. When the dust had settled all that remained was a pile of rubble – the building blocks for Lord Percy’s new house.
Suddenly everyone in the village felt vulnerable as if some guardian had died. The wind felt colder and blew stronger than when they had their champion.

After the men in the village working with Percy’s thugs had dug the foundations for the house the Spike’s rubble was transported to allow the builders to pick the best stones. Due to the age of the Spike quite a bit of the stone had decayed. It crumbled at the touch almost like skin sloughing of the bones of a dead body.

Gradually the mansion began to appear; the walls rose and soon stood high above the ground. Large turrets were situated at the four corners and gave the house a castellated look. More stone was brought from the nearby quarry to replace the substandard material and to meet the shortfall.
The villagers worked long hours often still at work after Percy’s men had finished. The general feeling was that the sooner the house was built; the sooner life could get back to some semblance of order.

Eventually the monstrosity was finished. Lord Percival invited several of his ‘bigwig’ friends up from London and put on a celebratory meal for them. There were fireworks, music played and champagne flowed but at no time did Percival have the decency or manners to thank the villagers for their massive contribution.

The base of the demolished Spike was still covered with broken stones and odd bits of rotten wood. In an evening the villagers would meet there to bewail their shoddy treatment by the new lord. The new house rose high above the village and sat like a vulture awaiting its next meal. Lights burnt in all the windows giving the impression of eyes watching every thing that was going on.

As winter approached and food became short the villagers just tightened their belts and prepared for a long siege. The elderly and the young were given preferential treatment when food was apportioned and the fitter and healthier often went to bed hungry.
So you can imagine the hue and cry that went up when Lord Percival insisted that the villagers billet and feed his men. “Things were very tight up at the house, “he explained. “And he knew that ‘his people’ wouldn’t mind sharing their food and cottages with one of their lord’s men.”
Sadly ‘their lord’s men’ were bullies and forced the poor men and women of Wyrmerton to give them the best of everything whether it was a bed or a meal. If the owner complained they were beaten up. The village of Wyrmerton lived in terror of its visitors, but could do nothing about the situation.

A heavy snowstorm hit the village as the end of the year approached. A northerly wind swept over the surrounding country blanketing everything with a six inch blanket of snow. The villagers shivered in their cottages unable to get out and collect wood or hunt for game.
A plucky young lad, well wrapped up against the cold, decided to go and try his hand at catching a rabbit for his mother’s pot. His father was an invalid and spent most of his time in a bed near to the fire. One of Percy’s ruffians had his parent’s bedroom and had decided to stay in bed as it was the warmest place!
The boy crept around the tree quietly, so as not to scare any rabbits that may be about. Suddenly he fell back in the snow in horror. A man or what was left of a man lay in the snow, a large puddle of blood which had frozen lay around him. His head had been savagely mauled and very little of it remained.
The boy took to his heels and ran all the way back to the village to raise the alarm.

“It’s Mulligan,” said Lord Percival looking down at the mutilated body. “This is the devil’s work, Bran!”
Bran was Percy’s ‘left hand man’. Standing six and a half foot tall, he dwarfed most men.
“It must have been one of these bloody villagers,” cursed Bran. “You know how they hate us!”

Mulligan was duly buried in the village cemetery. His cohorts attended the funeral, but the villagers stayed away. It was a very cold day and the ground had been iron hard because of the frost, but Bran had dug the hole using pick, axe and shovel.

Another of Percy’s men was murdered just one week later. His ravaged corpse had been thrown into the lower branches where it hung grotesquely upside down, dripping blood on the ground.
Lord Percival was seething with anger.
“This is not going to happen again, “he said, turning to Bran. “Get these bloody villagers out of their houses. I want to talk to them at the village square.”
“But…….sir,” began Bran. “It’s freezing and were due snow tonight, lots of it!”
“Don’t argue with me you clod. Just do what I say….now!”

The snow had begun to fall as the villagers collected in the square. Lord Percival’s men had brought everyone, even the invalids from their beds. They all stood shivering and glaring at the ruffians who had dragged them into the night, and what a night!

“Two of my men have been murdered,” screamed Percy at the crowd of people who were gradually being coated with snow. “I will not tolerate a repeat of this….ever! Do you all understand?”
The villagers shivered, shuffled their feet and a general mumble of assent was heard.
All they wanted was to get back under their roves as soon as possible.
“If another of my men is murdered,” continued Percival. “Reprisals will be taken. Do you understand?!”
A mumble went up that sounded like agreement.
“I said, do you understand?!!”
This time all the villagers let out a loud ‘Yes’.
“Alright, said Percival. “Now get back to your hovels, you all sicken me!”

Soon only Percival and Bran stood in the square. The wind howled round them and tugged at their clothes.
“I think there will be more killings,” said Percival. “I want you to chop down some of the trees and fashion some planks for me.”
“To be used for what my lord?” asked Bran.
“You will find out soon enough,” said Lord Percival Greeley.

The snow storm continued through the night, but at first light Bran and six of his men made their way across to a copse of trees that stood to the east of the Wyrmerton. It had originally been a minister’s glebe, but now it was owned by Lord Percy.
They worked steadily till dusk, chopping down the trees, sawing and producing long planks of wood. One of the men went back to the village to commandeer a horse and chains to drag the finished wood to the area in front of Percy’s new house.
All the men who had laboured were treated to large amounts of liquor which as well as quenching their thirsts, helped them avoid hypothermia.

The days passed and no further incidents occurred. The snow began to melt and soon grass could be seen protruding from the drifts. Over the past few weeks the villagers had been able to drag several massive broken branches to the village where they were cut up and shared out.
Percy’s men were now spending most of their time up at ‘the big house’ and only returning to the village to bed down. They ate and drank well while they were with Lord Percy and often returned well and truly drunk.

One of the villagers, Jon, a young man of twenty five had a very beautiful wife. Fay was only twenty two and had come from a village thirty miles away. They had met at a country market and instantly fallen in love. They had married the following year and were still hopelessly in love.
This night Fay had been out visiting a sick neighbour and she happened to meet one of Percy’s men, a man called Decker. Now Decker had been drinking for most of the night and was making his way to his bed when he met Fay.
“Come here and let me kiss you,” shouted the drunken Decker. “No, don’t run away. I want you!”
He grabbed Fay’s cloak and almost pulled it of her shoulders. Fay, who had three older brothers, knew how to protect herself and brought her knee sharply up and into Decker’s groin. The man fell to the ground, gripping himself but recovered quickly and grabbed Fay’s ankle, toppling her down on her back.
“Now you bitch I’ll show you what a real man can do!” he screamed climbing on top of her.
Fay screamed loudly and thrashed about trying to unseat Decker, but whatever she did Decker countered and soon she just lay still expecting the inevitable.
As his hand crept up her thigh a shadow fell over them and Decker paused and looked up. Suddenly he let out a loud scream as something black dropped over his head. Fay was suddenly blinded by a warm liquid that fell on her face. All at once Decker’s body was lifted off her and as she rubbed her eyes she wondered what had happened to him.
She got up and ran all the way to her cottage where Jon waited. As she came in the door he just about fainted.
“Fay! You’re all covered with blood!” he shouted. “Are you injured?”
As Jon carefully washed the blood from his wife, Fay told him off Decker’s attack and the struggle that ensued. Apart from a few scratches the young lady was unhurt, but much shaken due to the near rape and by whatever had dispatched Decker.
Jon got his wife to go to bed and prepared her a hot drink of herbs that would help her sleep.

The next morning the village was wakened by the cry:
“Murder! Foul murder!”
Decker’s body had been found – headless. This time the body had been left in a dry ditch where his blood had seeped into the earth.

Later that morning a horseman left Lord Percy’s house and rode off down the road.
Decker’s body had been buried next to his colleagues in the cemetery.
Everyone in the village waited with bated breath to discover what Lord Percival meant to do.

The next day two carriages arrived and twenty rough looking men disembarked. They made their way up to the big house and not long after that, the sound of hammering and sawing was heard.

At about midday six gibbets were set up in front of Lord Percy’s mansion. Ropes with nooses were hung from the arms and the villagers realised that their master intended to execute the murderer, but why so many gibbets, surely it was just one man who was carrying out the killings.

As the sun lowered in the west, the villagers were again forced from their houses but instead of the square they were herded to stand in front of the gallows. They stood looking around at each other uncertain of what to do. The twenty extra men who had arrived had spread out in a circle behind the villagers. It was obvious that this was to prevent anyone escaping.

“I warned you!” screamed Lord Percival from the balcony in front of his mansion. “I warned you that reprisals would be taken if any further murders took place, but you thought that I was bluffing. Didn’t you?”
He turned and pointed at the crowd of villagers.
“Bran,” he screamed. “Select six of them, tie their hands and put a noose round their neck. We’ll see if anyone will admit to the murders!”

Percy’s thugs dove into the crowd of villagers and began pulling people out randomly.
Old Mother Rubins; a lady of ninety summers, James Barlass; a husband and father of four, Jenny Whitely; a young sixteen year old maiden, Thomas Burley; a seven year old boy, Tom Whiskey; the village simpleton and Zachariah Pooley; a great grandfather. They all shrieked as they were dragged towards the gallows and several villagers were injured attempting to rescue them. Percy’s men were merciless.

Lord Percy Greeley paced in front of the gallows. The six victims stood rigidly with tears pouring down their faces. The rope nooses were biting into their necks as they struggled to stand upright. The rest of the villagers stood looking on aghast.

“Right!” said Percy, turning to the crowd. “You have five minutes to tell me who carried out these murders or I will hang these six people. It is your choice.”

All that could be heard was the wind soughing in the trees and the quiet weeping of the villagers and the condemned. An owl called from the neighbouring woods, a dirge like lament from nature.

“Bran, stand ready!” shouted Percy. “These dolts think I am kidding!”

Suddenly from the direction of the pile of stones that marked the site of the Spike came a roaring and a shuddering of the earth. The rubble and bricks were thrown skyward as something burst out of the ground. It rose high above the village and hung there observing what was going on below it.
The worm looked for all intents and purposes as high and as large as the Spike had been. Its body was covered with sores and half healed scars. Tough bristly hair stuck out at intervals between the segments of its body. The sightless head swayed to and fro seemingly hunting for something or someone to attack.

Percy screamed and fell onto his back. The villagers scattered trying to find somewhere to hide. The shadow of the great creature moved over the land beneath.

Then, as if suddenly finding a target, the worm drove down towards Percy. Its maw opened and there for everyone to see was a large single fang, dripping in a red mouth. The weapon that had made the single puncture in the dead men.

Percy vanished beneath the worm’s head, his screams terminated by the piercing tooth. Having vanquished its main enemy the creature turned its attention to Bran and his men. They had turned and were running for cover, but the worm killed each of them as if it knew which were the villains in this plot.

Jon crept up towards the gallows as the worm carried out its gory work. The six people were near to physically collapsing and Jon knew what would happen then.
Slipping a knife from his pocket he cut the bonds of each of the chosen victims and with the help of Jay and Dalziel Thomas, carried them down from the gibbets and to safety.

When Jon returned he could see the large worm rearing up in the sky before him. The villagers had gathered into a group and they seemed uncertain as to what the creature intended to do.

Jon stepped forward and looking up at the behemoth said:

“Thank you! You have saved us as was promised from times before. You are the true Guardian. Now return to your slumber brave creature.”

The worm’s sightless head pointed at Jon and it slowly nodded seemingly pleased at this accolade. Then it swivelled and seemed to be looking towards the late Lord Percival Greeley’s new mansion. It swayed from side to side then snaked over the plain and crashed into the house, smashing most of it to rubble. In fact after the worm’s onslaught all that remained was the west tower topped with a turret. It stood stark against the pale sky resembling for all, its forebear the Spike.

“Slumber, great beast,” shouted Jon. “Hopefully, for all time, but we know that you are there to protect us, should the need arise.”

The worm seemed to be assessing the ‘new’ Spike and having approved; it dove into the ground beneath the tower and vanished into the earth to lie dormant until a need for it arose again.

Nowadays, Wyrmerton is a picturesque village where the traveller will receive a warm welcome from the inhabitants. The land is overseen by an aged lord who is content for the village elder to run things, as long as the revenue from rents and feus are sent to him. A true ‘sleeping’ partner.

 A new inn has been built with the rubble and a stone collected from a local ruin, where all that remains of the property is a free standing tower topped with a gothic turret. The name of the inn? Why the ‘Wyrm and Spike’ of course!







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The Bonsai (Short Story)


THE BONSAI




The country had been torn by battle and strife and now the new warlord Chang Hou-li was the overall dictator. The air stank with the stench of burning flesh and wood. What could not be taken was razed to the ground by force or fire. Now Hou-li was master of a country that resembled a scene from Hell.

 The warlord was a cruel man who subjected his prisoners to torture and death. His palace was beautiful to behold with walls inlaid with lapis lazuli and gold. The silks that adorned the windows were opulent fabrics woven by master craftsmen who traded on the various trade routes that criss crossed the continent. Nothing was spared to make Hou-li’s Palace of Silence, a treasure house of wealth stolen from his adversaries.

Gradually the country recovered and the refugees returned from neighbouring provinces. Hovels and lean to huts began to appear and villages started to form. A rudimentary return to a sort of normality slowly ensued, but it was short lived as Hou-li’s warriors began to circulate the habitations demanding taxes for their master. Villagers were beaten and their property destroyed and if money was still not forthcoming, killed. It was a terrible time to be alive, if one could call it life.

One day, Chowan, an old priest making a pilgrimage through the war torn land on his way back to his monastery of Leechung, happened to stop by the ruins of several small buildings. He made a small fire and began to cook his dinner. He had snared a rabbit the day before, a poor skinny creature, but with enough meat on it to provide him with sustenance.
As the old man sat listening to the birds singing he was conscious of a whimpering coming from beyond the nearest pile of rubble. Getting up, he went to investigate and imagine his surprise when he saw a raggedly clothed boy lying on the ground.
“My son,” said the kindly man. “What is wrong with you?”
The boy looked up at Chowan and tears began to flow down his cheeks.
“I am so hungry,” he wailed. “My stomach is aching!”

Chowan led the boy across to the fire and after it was cooked, fed the boy with the rabbit meat he had intended for his own meal.
Oh well, he thought, as the boy wolfed down the food, I am sure I can go a bit longer without my meal. At least the lad will have something in his stomach.

Later as the priest and his companion sat by the glowing embers of the fire they began to talk. The boy’s name was Teegra and his parents had been killed and his home destroyed. He had a sister but the soldiers had taken her with them when they had left thinking everyone else was dead.
Teegra wept as he described his family’s last moments.
“We were so happy,” he sobbed. “My sister Soo-chan was to be married at the end of the year. My mother was making her wedding dress when…….” The boy broke down and Chowan pulled the boy to his shoulder and hugged him tight till the sorrow had lessened.
“You will come back with me Teegra,” said the priest. “I am returning to my monastery and if you come with me we will give you fresh clothes and our cook will feed you up!”

As Chowan and Teegra made their way across the country they were shocked by the devastation and brutalisation wrought by Hou-li and his men. Dead bodies of man and animal lay all about them and they often had to hide to avoid groups of soldiers and mercenaries. By the time that the towers of Lechung appeared on the skyline both Chowan and Teegra were horrified and exhausted by all they had seen.

The monastery of Leechung was the centre of Buddhism for the country. Hou-li had attempted to take it but his warriors, normally as bloodthirsty as their master, refused to attack the holy place.
“You will bring down great calamities upon us, lord,” cried his second-in-command as he relayed the soldiers disquiet to Hou-li.
The warlord laughed:
“For all these men have done and now they develop a conscience?”
But for all that, the monastery was left undamaged and the priests unharmed.

When Chowan and Teegra arrived in the main temple, the boy was taken to the High Priest. The man wrapped in his gold and red robes smiled kindly at Teegra.
“Do you wish to serve the temple my son?” he asked.
Teegra looked up and said:
“I wish to destroy the men and their leader who killed my family!”
The High Priest put his arm round the boy’s shoulders.
“Teegra, you must forgive. That is what Lord Buddha would have us do.”

Teegra was given to another priest called Tangchu who was responsible for the hospital. Initially built to cater for sick inhabitants of Leechung, the beds and care were given over to the never ending flow of refugees and injured villagers that daily arrived at the monastery. Their wounds were terrible and needed immediate attention. Tender loving care was shown by the priests of Leechung to their poor misused flock. Sometimes a man who had lost everything only needed a pair of arms about him to recover his dignity.

“It is not enough!” shouted Teegra angrily at Tangchu, as they covered the face of another dead countryman who had begun his journey to peace. “These people, our people need someone to stand between them and Hou-li!”
“And who would you suggest?” said the priest with a sad smile on his face.
“I would suggest myself.” Teegra replied.
“But, my son Lord Buddha…………” began Tangchu.
“Yes, I know what Lord Buddha teaches, but the people are suffering!”

Tangchu looked at the young man.
“Do you really mean what you say?” he asked.
“Sir,” replied Teegra. “My family was murdered and the killing continues unabated. Of course I mean what I say!”
Tangchu turned to one of his colleagues.
“I will be gone for an hour, Beeran, can you take over please?”
Tangchu led Teegra to a door and opening it began to descend a narrow staircase.
“Where are we going?” asked the boy.
“You will see,” was the reply.

The stairs ran deep into the ground and apart from some light from lamps in the wall, the darkness was complete, Teegra began to hear a clanging and clashing coming from below. Eventually they arrived at a large ornately carved door. A golden dragon was painted on it. Tangchu turned the handle and the door swung open.

Seventeen men stood around the edge of a large room. Two other men were fighting with swords in the centre of the space. Teegra could see that they were using real weapons as the sharpened edges sparked against each other. In no time at all one of the men lay on the floor with the other man’s sword at his throat. They then both stood up and bowed to each other.

Tangchu led Teegra into the circle of nineteen men and then said:
“This is Teegra. He wishes to join you. I give you the boy, give me back the man!” Then he walked out of the room and the large door shut after him with a thump.

No one moved for two minutes, then all nineteen men withdrew their swords and advanced on Teegra. Soon the boy stood with nineteen sword points at his throat. The men all looked menacing and Teegra could feel sweat dripping down his back.
Then as one they all shouted:
“Welcome Teegra. You must now prove you are worthy to join us!”

The group of men constituted the armed guard for Leechung and were very dedicated to their post. Should Hou-li’s men have ever attacked the monastery each man would have fought to the death.
The following weeks one or other of the ‘brothers’ as they called themselves, would take Teegra in sword play. After a daily session the boy’s arms would ache with the weight of the sword, but as weeks became months, Teegra developed into a physically strong and expert swordsman. His other attributes included proficiency with the throwing knife, battle axe and spear. He would practise all his drills late into the night and often was found asleep in the exercise area.

Two years to the day he had entered Leechung, Teegra was awarded his membership to the ‘Brothers’. He had battled in tests,for the previous two days with each of his colleagues using various weapons and won each bout. He received the Silver Star of Leechung proudly from the High Priest and affixed it to his robe. Then the leader of Leechung entered a small side chapel. He returned after a few minutes carrying what looked like a potted plant, but as the man got closer Teegra saw that he held a Bonsai tree.
Consider this is your mercy and humanity,” said the High Priest. “Keep it safe, tend to it and keep it watered. After battle take time to consider its fragility and pray that after the conflict is over……your heart can still be kind.”


Later that day he decided to find Tangchu and Chowan to tell them of his achievement. He climbed the narrow staircase which led into the hospital. As he emerged into the sick area, Teegra was dismayed to see all the beds full of injured people. Raw wounds that were bleeding were being treated by the monks, but even with an untrained eye Teegra knew that many of the invalids would not make the morning. Tangchu was standing by a bed halfway down the ward holding someone’s hand. Teegra upon stepping up to his side saw that Tangchu was holding Chowan’s hand. The old man was bleeding heavily and the new bandages that he had been bandaged with were heavily soaked with blood.
“Sir!” said Teegra to Chowan. “How did you get injured?”
Chowan tried to speak but all he could manage was gasps.
“He has not long to go,” said Tangchu gravely. Teegra could see tears in the man’s eyes.
“What happened?” Teegra asked angrily.
“Some of Houli’s soldiers were attacking a mother and her daughters and Chowan tried to help.” Tangchu replied.
“Is this still going on?” asked Teegra. “Has the country not reached some sort of peace in the time I have been away?”
Tangchu hung his head. “It has got worse, the warlord’s soldiers attack the villagers and refugees alike and also there are bands of marauders robbing and killing whoever they come across. It is hell on earth!”

All at once Chowan groaned loudly and died. His last breath rattled in his throat as the old man perished.

Teegra stood silently. Tangchu could see that he was very angry.
“Enough!” shouted Teegra. “This has got to stop!” Then he turned and ran down the stairs to the ‘Brothers’ exercise room. Many of the swordsmen were gathered there.

Teegra stood in the middle of the area and shouted:
“I intend to ride out from Leechung and put an end to this tyrant Hou-li’s reign of terror! Who is with me?”

In the end ten of the Brothers remained to protect Leechung, while Teegra and the other nine rode out of the monastery gates. As they made their way across the countryside the full extent of the destruction became apparent. Burnt and wrecked huts, dead animals and many wayside graves. This was anarchy, thought Teegra. Hou-li is a murderer and must be brought down.

The first night they camped out by a broken down pagoda. Teegra carefully carried his Bonsai tree inside to lay by his bed roll. He placed it on the ground and contemplated its leaves, its tiny trunk and finally a place where its roots extruded from the soil. Carefully with his knife he pared away parts of the tree that he saw had become inert. Only by removing these parts could he keep the Bonsai alive and vigorous. Teegra poured some cool water from his canteen onto the soil and it was soon absorbed.

A cry and a crash of swords woke Teegra in the early hours of the morning. He threw himself out of his tent clutching his sword and saw a party of armed brigands riding through the camp.
A sword blade swished by his head and Teegra instinctively thrust upwards with his sword and plunged it into someone’s stomach. With a loud grunt, the man fell to the ground – dead.
The other nine brothers were making short work of the rest of the brigands. The enemy had thought it was attacking a camp of inexperienced men and women, how wrong!

Soon the threat was over and the dead were piled up and burnt. One of the brothers had suffered a knife wound but it would heal quickly. Teegra and one of his brothers took the first shift of patrolling and guarding the camp while the others slept. When Teegra returned to his tent after being relieved he took his Bonsai out and gazed into the small tree’s leaves. He imagined the tree as full sized, stretching upwards to the sky.

Two days later Teegra and the Brothers met up with some of Hou-li’s soldiers.
They were bullying the villagers from a small enclave, by threatening them with a beating, if they did not supply meat and drink for them. The poor people were trying to explain that they did not have food for themselves let alone for the soldiers.
There were about twenty soldiers and Teegra and the Brothers quietly emerged from the woods that ran alongside the village.

“So the bullies are abroad!” shouted Teegra. “Go and hunt for your own food!”

The soldiers immediately turned from their sport and charged with swords swinging. Soon steel was clashing with steel and men were falling from their horses, some mortally wounded.
The battle raged for two hours, but soon the soldiers were killed or defeated. Afterwards the Brothers stood round the disarmed soldiers asking questions about Hou-li’s campaigns. How big was Hou-li’s total army? What towns still existed? How many of the populace had been killed? The men muttered among themselves but tried to explain their intimidation of the villagers had been due to having received no pay for months. They were starving while Hou-li lived in style and ate very well.

“Well join us and help us overthrow Hou-li,” said Teegra.
Some of the Brothers were against this as they felt that they could not trust the soldiers.
“Kill them!” shouted one of the Brothers.
Teegra retired to his tent and sat on his bed roll. The Bonsai sat on the floor of the tent, moving ever so slightly with the breeze entering the tent. He picked up the potted tree and gazed into its centre.
He could see his mother and father’s faces looking up at him, smiling.
His mother’s mouth moved and he read her lips. “I love you,” she whispered.
His sister Soo-chan’s face joined his parent’s and she was laughing. Teegra could almost hear her joy.
He put the tree down and went outside to where the Brothers and soldiers waited.
“Will you give us your loyalty?” asked Teegra to the crouching soldiers. “Can we depend on you if we meet others from Hou-li’s army?”
One of the soldiers called Honqwi was an officer and he stood up and faced the Brothers.
“I think I speak for everyone when I say we will give you our loyalty and you can depend on us,” he said.
That night each of the Brothers slept with one eye open, but the night passed without incident.

As Teegra and the Brothers marched across the country engaging with Hou-li’s soldiers and bands of cut throats, their group grew and soon it numbered two hundred. Although a large number of the group had to be watched closely, gradually the discipline and harsh exercise regime that all of the Brothers and their followers had to endure  sorted out the wheat from the chaff.

As the High Priest had advocated, Teegra tended the Bonsai well. It was regularly watered and its branches and leaves were lovingly groomed. In return Teegra found a sweet and silent demesne to relax his mind into. He often spotted his family or friends deep within the fronds and felt that they were close and watching over him.

As the weeks passed the army swelled. Hou-li had made no friends when he failed to keep his army supplied with food and money. The deserters increased and soon each Brother commanded two hundred men.
 Honqwi was made second-in-command after he thwarted an attempted killing of a Brother by two supposed deserters.
They marched steadily towards Hou-li’s palace and Teegra knew that it was there that the final battle for the country would take place.

On the day that the Palace of Silence appeared on the horizon the Brothers’ army totalled five thousand, well equipped and battle ready troops. The country in their wake had begun to recover. Villages sprang up with well built huts. Animals could be seen safely grazing in the fields. Birds sang in the high trees and bushes. Nature was recovering.

They were lined up in front of the palace. Fully armoured and itching for battle. One thousand mounted and three thousand infantry. A spectacular sight in the early morning sun. This was the army that Hou-li had kept fed and paid thus purchasing their loyalty.
Flags flew high on the Palace of Silence’s turrets and catapults were lined up on the battlements. Archers stood cheek by jowl with men carrying pikes and spears. Cannons were loaded and awaiting tinder. All was ready. Good sat poised before Evil in an almost Armageddon like scenario.

Teegra carried his Bonsai tree with him on horseback as he rode up and down the lines of men surveying their strength.
Pausing on a raised hillock he looked out over the site. Although his army was smaller, he had the high ground and Hou-li’s army had to ride up towards him. His strategists had been up all night with him planning which way the battle should be fought. He had spent a few hours with the rest of the Brothers in prayer. If Lord Buddha was with them, who could be against them? To quote an analogous observation from the Judaic Bible.
 The Bonsai liked to be outside in the sunshine. Teegra could almost see the green of the leaves drinking in the sun’s rays. He raised the pot to his nose and breathed in the heady aroma of damp soil, leaves and bark.
He handed the potted tree carefully to a servant and made his way to the head of the army.
“Lord Buddha be with you all!” he shouted. “ Let it be a victory for all that is good!”

Hou-li’s army began to slowly advance up the slope. Several of the cannons on the walls of the Palace of Silence detonated sending their deadly loads across the gap between the armies. Arrows fell like rain out of a clear sky and buried themselves in man and horse alike.

Teegra watched patiently and at the last moment cried:
“Let them loose!”
Suddenly the front line parted and several great fireballs roared through the gaps and ran down the slope towards the approaching army, igniting everything in their wake. Burning men, horses and equipment began to run back down the hill. The fireballs still not extinguished rolled onto gunpowder reserves and exploded anew throwing burning material high over the battlements of the Palace of Silence and setting fire to catapult and soldier alike.
The army of the Brothers began its advance down towards the conflagration. The cannons on the palace walls continued firing and patches of men and horses were disintegrated, but this did not stop the tide. It continued unabated.
Soon men were fighting hand to hand at the very gates of the palace. Although the fireballs had knocked the heart out of most of Hou-li’s soldiers, others fought on bravely, if impotently. The mounted troops attacked each other in an attempt to show their dominance, but soon it was clear that the end was in sight.
With a final rush of infantry and cavalry the Brothers’ men pushed the enemy back through the gates of the Palace of Silence. Fighting continued sporadically in the streets of the Palace and some of Hou-li’s men futilely poured boiling oil down on the incoming troops.
The battle was over!

The ten Brothers climbed the steps that led to Hou-li’s inner sanctum. Their soldiers had already penetrated the building rendering any guards either dead or captured.
Hou-li, the mighty warlord stood silently at the top of the stairs awaiting them. His wife, daughter, son and concubine stood to his right.

Teegra carrying his beloved Bonsai stepped up to Hou-li.
“Sir, we will accept you surrender now,” he said.
Hou-li smirked when he saw what Teegra carried.
“Do you normally carry your own homegrown camouflage with you?” he asked mockingly.
Teegra smiled and replied:
“This sir, will decide your destiny.”

Teegra looked into his Bonsai. Once again in the sunlight it looked so green, so verdant.
The faces of his beloved parents looked up at him. There were tears in their eyes and they both said “Mercy for them, Teegra,”
Then the scene changed and there stood Hou-li’s family. Repentance shone from their eyes and Teegra knew in his heart that he would spare them. They would be exiled to spend their dys in comfort and seclusion- a fitting end.
Who, Teegra did not see within the Bonsai was Hou-li. For some reason his image was missing. Then suddenly a ghastly sight replaced the family. Hou-li lying dead on the steps, blood pouring from his back. Teegra reeled and had his servant not stopped him he would have fallen backwards down the stairs.

Suddenly, Hou-li taking of the situation pulled a knife out from beneath his robe and ran at Teegra, but as he passed his family his concubine drew her own knife and plunged it into his back, felling him. He lay bleeding from his back till his eyes closed for the final time.

Teegra turned to the young woman who had saved his life and realised that it was his own sister Soo-lu. Hou-li had seen her when his men had brought back captives from their forays and he had desired her. Soo-lu had hated his touch but knew she had to attempt to stay alive to avenge her family thinking Teegra dead as well.

With his arm round his beloved sister, Teegra stood with his Brothers and delivered their decision to Hou-li’s family.
“Your lives will be spared, but you will be moved to an island off the south coast where you will spend your days in exile.”
Hou-li’s wife and children fell on their knees weeping.
“Thank you merciful master,” they all cried.

Teegra held his Bonsai up to show Soo-lu how green it was, but now it was black and dead. He looked at the dead tree aghast. “Why now when it is all over?”
Then he remembered the High Priest’s words.

Consider the Bonsai is your mercy and humanity. Keep it safe, tend to it and keep it watered. After battle take time to consider its fragility and pray that after the conflict is over……your heart can still be kind.”




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Tuesday, 25 October 2011

Rictameters

                        Wild wind
                          Keeps us awake
                         Swinging on the curtains
                        Its breath blows down the chimney pots
                     Singing noisy songs as it swims through cracks
                          Sailing through branches of tall trees
                      Rocking the boats at sea
                      Chasing the leaves
                     Wild wind

                           Pure joy
                         Bright reflections
                          Sunbeams dancing like stars
                         Rolling ripples on blue water
                       Water drops run down a shiny mirror
                      Floating clouds at sunset
                         Feathers falling
                          Pure joy

Sunday, 23 October 2011

The Nun's Story (short story)

The Nun’s Story

‘No, no! How can you do this to me?’
Emily Johnston froze. Had she said it out loud? Dad said that she talked to herself too much - little did he know; if only it was that simple. But No; Dad did not look over; he was still busy packing away her collection of Harry Potter books.

She looked back down at Mindy, her cabbage patch doll. She hesitated.
‘We’re best friends… pleeeease …don’t ….’
She steeled her resolve; it was the hardest thing she had had to do in her 18 years – but it had to be done.
‘Please Emy, don’t-’
Emily closed her eyes and pressed the cardboard flaps down on the box. Even with closed eyes she could still see Mindy’s expression in the darkness…and of course the voice was clear in her head; not muffled by the cardboard box as she had irrationally thought it would be.
‘You know you love me…pleeeease…pleeeeease.’
The voice was insistent, pleading. She could not bear it.
‘Leave me…alone!’
As Emily reached for the Sellotape a large teardrop burst onto the cardboard box.
‘Please Emy…’ it was more a whimper.
‘Shut up, shut up! SHUT UP!’
She tried to tape the top of the box - but patches of damp were making it difficult to stick the flaps down; her hands shook. Dad had to take over; he applied an extra layer of Sellotape.

‘Come on now…dry your eyes …this was your idea, after all.’
‘It was sister superior’s idea, really.’
‘You’re not having second thoughts…?’
‘No, no – it’s not that.’
‘You know … your Mum and I support whatever you want to do…’
‘I know…’
‘We can hold on to anything special that you want to keep…for sentimental reasons…like Mindy…I know how attached you were to that old doll.’
‘No, it’s okay. I have to break those attachments. Sister Mary practically gave me a sermon …I must put away childish things…It’s silly really’
‘If you are sure?’
‘I am; I need to do this … anyway, it will help towards the dowry.’
‘There is that, right enough.’
Dad smiled encouragement, in a sort of bemused way, like fathers the world over, perplexed by the enigma of their daughters.

The remainder of the packing took the rest of the night; boxes and boxes of books and assorted stuff, black bin bags filled with soft toys - the accumulated clutter of childhood– plus one cabbage patch doll – all ready for the car boot sale.

The planned ‘boot’ sale turned into two car boot sales, held over consecutive weekends. Even after that there was inevitably some stuff left over – but they had done very well; raising just under three hundred pounds all told.
Mr Johnson quietly packed away the remaining bits and pieces. He thought of these as keep-sakes; for himself as much as for his daughter. H e decided against telling Emily about them – but maybe she would appreciate them one day. He hoped so.

With the dowry provided Emily Johnston became Sister Luke. Finally she was accepted as a novice at St Magdalene’s convent.

While many of the novice sisters struggled with monastic discipline, Sister Luke felt that she had come home to the ideal spiritual life. Other Sisters struggled with the rule of Silence; Sister Luke embraced it; preferring silence to the idle chit chat still indulged in by some of the sisters.

Several sisters observed that Sister Luke was always promptly first to prayer call and always last to leave. She soon gained a reputation for spiritual piety and was held as an example for others by the sister superior. Inevitably, some sisters were stricken by that double edged spiritual sin; admiration turned to envy, with a dose of resentment.

Little did they realise that Sister Luke had her own personal struggles to contend with.
In the beginning Sister Luke felt that she had left her old problems behind, along with her old life and identity.  But as time went by the demons of Emily Johnston crawled back.     

In the dead of night she would wake up from restless dreams with a vague feeling of having been summoned, but there was no one there.  She could never quite remember the dreams …but they left her with a sense of dread; a premonition of disaster.

Lack of sleep started to affect her daily disciplines; she was observed nodding-off during prayer and on occasion had to be awakened with a shake at the end of mass.
During periods of silence and contemplation she was disturbed by strange visions which invaded her mind with thoughts that seemed alien to her.

The dreams were becoming more frequent and more nightmarish. In her dreams the once gentle and loving Mindy would transform into a vindictive accuser and a tormentor. The ancient drama of spurned love was enacted; ‘If I can’t have your love… I will make sure that no one else can…’ It could only lead to self destruction.

One night the anguished Sister Luke/Emily Johnston thrashed around in such torment that she awoke the other sisters.

She was summoned by the Mother Superior, who monitored the behaviour and welfare of the novitiate. Nothing escaped the Mother Superior; it was rumoured (only half jokingly) that she had supernatural powers of observation and detection.

The truth was that the Mother Superior had an immense compassionate understanding for the trials and ordeals of the souls under her care – this included the novitiate as well as the more seasoned sisters. So of course she knew of Sister Luke – knew of her exemplary beginnings and knew, even before the latest report, that something was wrong, that something had to give under the sustained pressure exerted by Sister Luke.

The Mother superior sighed; she recognised the signs all too well – but she had not been prepared for the meeting; in her mind she still retained an angelic image of Sister Luke – and here before her was an agitated, mad-eyed creature, who somehow made the nun’s habit and garments look dishevelled.

‘Come child…sit down…and bring that chair closer.’
Sister Luke complied.
‘That’s better….’
There was an appraising silence. Sister Luke was again struck by the Mother Superior’s similarity to Mother Teresa; the same lined features, like creased leather – radiating compassion. 
‘Old crow! ...who does she think she is!’
Sister Luke tensed; gritted her teeth, clenched her hands.
‘oh please Mindy, not now.’

The Mother Superior read the anguish in Sister Luke’s eyes; observed the agitated posture and was shocked to see how thin this poor girl had become.

‘Come child, you can unburden yourself to me…’
It took a long time to persuade Sister Luke to do so; The Mother Superior needed all her considerable experience in spiritual counselling – even then it was touch and go for a while; the mother superior harboured no illusions; this child had serious psychological problems - but she had faith, faith in a higher power. After all, the child had had the calling; there was no doubt about that – the visions were startling and confusing – but there was no doubting their source…  

Still she had to be cautious; it was the sensitive ones, the ones with an abundant imagination that you had to watch…she had seen it before – many times.

The break through came after several of the Mother Superior’s sessions. Sister Luke had learned that the virtues of compassion and forgiveness did not just apply to others; they applied with profound logic to herself – yet this ran contrary to her instincts. She had to forgive herself, she had to have compassion for herself, she had to love herself – and all the aspects which comprised herself. She had to do this without reservation and God’s grace. This was the spiritual magic bullet delivered by the Mother Superior; a bullet that killed as it healed. It killed the guilt; killed the negativity and healed the heart.

The Mother superior was sure now that Sister Luke was over the worst; maybe not quite out of the woods yet, but on the right path, God willing. Sister Luke’s conduct certainly seemed to bear out the Mother superior’s hopeful prognosis. The other sisters remarked on Sister Luke’s recovery, her return to form – and more; she was recognised now for her charity, her compassion even - qualities that had been lacking.

The novitiates finally were admitted into the ranks of the order; over ninety percent of novices became nuns. Of the ten percent who did not make it into the order, for one reason or another, there was only one regrettable casualty; Sister Marie – who was now cared for at the nun’s sanatorium, where she received professional psychiatric treatment.  The Mother Superior was relieved that Sister Luke had not suffered a similar fate. She had watched Sister Luke’s progress with anxious concern. She knew she should not have favourites – but she had a soft spot for Sister Luke; it was a Mother’s secrete indulgence.  

As a fully fledge nun, Sister Luke was tasked with the roof-fund project. Fundraising suited her; she enjoyed the contact with the outside world; the local community. The public proved to be generous with direct appeals for donations – the nuns were quick to exploit this as they descended on public gatherings, brandishing collection tins.

Sister Luke was particularly successful at raising donations in her old haunt; the Saturday car boot sale. Despite her change of appearance she was recognised by many of the stall holders; as in times past, they called out offering bargains. But more importantly they also offered donations. 

Although she managed to resist the stall holder’s good hearted offers, there were times when she was tempted: not to acquire anything in particular, but to indulge generally in nostalgic browsing. She would linger over a table stacked with old books and thumb through a well used copy of ‘The Half-Blood Prince’ or some other well loved book from childhood. She always checked the first page for inscriptions; half expecting to see her name scrawled in Dad’s careless handwriting – But she never did. Instead she read anonymous inscriptions with a secret longing.

Sister Luke was reminiscing over a Poly-pocket set which was just like the one she had owned, when she noticed the cabbage patch doll. She froze; she stared in disbelief. Could it be? What were the chances?

‘That’s me, you moron!’
She still had not moved. The Poly-pocket dropped from nerveless fingers; luckily it was a short drop onto soft toys.

Sister Luke reached for the doll, picked it up and examined it. The old thread bear cabbage patch doll certainly looked like hers. She remembered when she first got her doll; Mum had bought it at the car boot sale – she had not been too impressed with it at the time; she had wanted a Cindy doll. But they could not find one at any of the stalls.
‘It’s not Cindy’ Emily had said. She never heard her Mum’s reply.
‘No, not Cindy…call me Mindy!’ said a voice in her head. That was the beginning…

Sister Luke put the doll down. She suddenly felt sick; her head throbbed and she felt distinctly queasy. By the time she returned to the convent her condition had deteriorated even more. She went straight to bed and almost immediately fell into a fitful sleep.

The next morning Sister Luke awakened in an exhausted state, with a dull headache. She was like some one in a delirium; her mind assailed with strange dreams and vague memories of the night before.  

When she made up her bed she made a shocking discovery; there, under the pillow, lay the cabbage patch doll! Her mind reeled! The headache became excruciating. She could not think clearly…how? How was it possible? Her mind drew a blank…all she knew was that this could not be…she could not allow it - not again. She picked up the doll and dangled her by a leg – over a naked candle flame. Despite the screaming torrent of rage in her mind she kept the doll over the flame. When the head burst into flames she had to let go; the heat was intense and the screams were unbearable. The flaming doll hit the wooden floorboards-where it streamed black smoke and fumes.

Sister Luke did not even seem to hear the fire alarm; when the other nuns found her she was staring at the roaring fire; she seemed to be in a trance - the nuns could not rouse her. They had to pull her away from the flames.

The Mother Superior had been unable to elicit any response at all from Sister Luke. The Doctor’s reassurance that there was nothing she could have done, that Sister Luke was in a state of catatonia, was of little conciliation. It was with a heavy heart that she filled out the papers for Sister Luke’s convalescence at the sanatorium. She would pray for Sister Luke’s recovery.

It was some months before there was any real sign of recovery. When it happened it was sudden and deemed to be quite miraculous. The Mother Superior felt vindicated by the power of prayer.

Sister Luke had called on the nursing staff demanding food; she had come to her senses with a voracious appetite. Weeks later she was discharged and allowed to return home to her anxious parents.

Mr and Mrs Johnson were excitedly preparing for their little girls return home. They had been advised not to expect too much at first; to give Emily time and space to settle into home life; let her tell them about her experiences in her own way, in her own time.

Mrs Johnson fussed with bed linen and clean towels for Emily’s room. The room had been preserved in immaculate condition since Emily’s departure; it did not take too much effort to return it to its former habitable state.

Mrs Johnson placed a vase of daffodils on the bed side table. She wanted every thing to be just right. She inspected the room with satisfaction. Mr Johnson brought a box out of the cupboard; from this he produced several items; the books were promptly placed in the bookcase. There was a Poly pocket, which he placed on the bed side table.

As he reached for the final item the door bell rang.
‘Hurry up!’ said Mrs Johnson. She headed to answer the door.
‘Hold on!’ said Mr Johnson as he placed the cabbage patch doll on Emily’s bed covers.
‘This is the finishing touch!’

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Get Well Soon

What's this I heard today?
Five bellies cannae come oot to play?
The corpuscles in his foot are rent asunder!
With so much weight on them nae bludy wonder!

If only he would cut back his daily meals,
Or get some exercise on cycling wheels!

So get well soon you wee fat fool!
We all miss you at the school!

Go suck on a lemon and a lime!
While we all divy out your overtime!

Attack (Poetry)

Attack...
thank-you, can I leave these here for a second?
Hic chu... hic chu... hic chu... the stapler laments.
Over and over.
Hi that's great, cheers.
Too many cards in this purse,
it's fine thanks.
There were two, one went to a hospital.
I just think that's ridiculous.
They were borrow-able surely.
I need some identification,
St Andrew and the solitary student.
I think I might read it tonight.
I cant study unless I'm here though,
odd that.
Mediocrity, always excites me.
A rumbled voice, how long was this?
Perhaps half an hour ago. 
I will send you an email.
White socks always attract dirt.
Filthy things, worn for days on end.

Richtameter ( Poetry)


Ferrets!
Damn rancid smell.
Advice unheeded. Blast!
To listen is to learn, so why
did I ignore the blatant friendly facts
and buy the stench ridden creatures?
Had my ear sought the truth.
I... never bought,
Ferrets!   

Sunday, 16 October 2011

“Realistically speaking murder is an unfortunate waste of talent”.
”Surely the ability which enables one human being to take another’s life should be nourished and developed.”
“The problem is nobody really knows when a murderer may strike.”
“That feral instinct which must enter the mind of a killer at the precise moment he or she commits the act could surely be captured and put to good use.”
“You’re probably thinking to yourself what on earth is this guy talking about?”
 “But think about it logically?”
“That moment of incandescent blind white untapped rage which is available the second before the event takes place is destructive power at its peak.”  
“I don’t want to alarm but, given what science and technology are capable of producing today if there was a way to harness that force, that god given force, think of the capabilities?”
“ Your dinner’s on the table.”
 “Give me a few minutes and I’ll be right there.”
 “Think of the benefits to say… the armed forces.”
“A chemical produced by the human mind, harnessed by science, and intravenously administered moments before the beginning of a conventional battle.”
 “Your dinners getting cold.”
“Just a minute can’t you see I’m, busy?”
 “Think of the frenzy, think of the passion, the ultimate killing machine.”
“ Hundreds of black eyed, dry mouthed troops consumed by hate and a desire to obliterate anything that stands in their way.”
“In theory it sounds great but how does science capture in a test tube that release of adrenaline mixed with the emotion of loathing, vengeance and sheer fucking anger?”
 “If you don’t come and eat your meal it’s going in the bin.”
“O for god’s sake I’m coming.”
“ Madness, insanity?”
“No no. All great excuses invented by lawyers and doctors to get their particular client a lesser sentence or off the hook completely.”
 “The human mind is capable of the most barbaric acts; unhinged doesn’t come into it.”
“It is right there whatever it is, instilled into our subconscious, lurking, waiting for the correct (if correct is the right word) set of circumstances which enables the psychological and physical reaction to occur deep, deep inside.”
“Right fine, your dinners in the bin.”
 “You know what! Forget it, I’ll grab a Chinese later”.
 “I’m no scientist, but they can create embryos, and implant them into a female, they can grow a human ear on the back of a mouse; so there must be a method of tapping into the ultimate concoction of human rage?”
 “You appreciate nothing I do, you sit at that bloody computer day after day with not a second thought for me.”
“O fucking give it a rest woman would you?”
“You constantly go on and on you stupid fucking bitch.”

The steak knife glistened as she raised it above his ear, bringing it down three, four, five times hard and fast into his bulging jugular.

The newspaper reported it as a crime of passion, a resident psychologist had written a little editorial on the case, the headline read.

“What drives a wife to brutally murder her husband?”